Memories are one of the most fascinating and important functions of the brain when you really think about it. Memory is more than just recalling facts and events it’s also a large component of learning of skills, habits and individual conditioning. Understand that what we do, how we react and who we think we are, is a sum total of experiences in a specific order that evoked specific emotions.
They say there is my side, your side and the truth, meaning we filter and store memories through our own lenses. Lenses include gender, sexual preference, values, beliefs, interests, past experiences etc. It is the lenses that create the emotional experience and create variance in how an event is re-told.
The more intense an emotional experience the better long-term memory is able to solidify and store it. It's important to mention that memories are stored as sensory information and is why a specific scent can call to mind a certain person or place.
Long term memory is a function that lives in the subconscious mind and is why some people are often unable to recall childhood memories in a conscious state but can remember various things in a trance state. We can't change the actual event. However, utilising hypnotherapy to explore the feelings associated with a memory can be efficient and effective.
By changing the way it appears in your mind you can influence the emotion associated with it. For example, if you have a particular experience that brings forwards a lot of anger by changing the way the memory appears in your mind you can alter the amount of anger it evokes in your body. Furthermore, if the anger associated with this event shows up as a less than helpful dynamic in your present relationships, processing and releasing the emotion in hypnotic trance is profound.
Let's talk for a minute...what is intuition (apart from a catchy Jewel song from the 90s. If you don't get the reference sorry not sorry)?
Well the Cambridge dictionary refers to it as: (knowledge from) an ability to understand or know something immediately based on your feelings rather than facts. It is knowledge or understanding without thoughts or words. It is thought to originate from the subconscious mind.
Within the hospital environment it was frequently referred to as an instinct. Think situations where the health practitioner just got a feeling a patient was going to deteriorate and in the presence of a lack of preparation time were able to go through the motions and stabilise the patient. Yes it is based on past experience but it was evident in others and myself very early in our careers. The lack of reaction time means you can't process it cognitively and reason through you have to act instinctively .
As a physio one of the questions we ask is what have you tried that eases your symptoms. I take great joy in encouraging patients to trust their body when they say, "I put myself in this kind of strange position to stretch it," realising that they have worked out the exact therapeutic movement I would have prescribed anyway! Pretty neat isn't it? So why do we not give credit to our intuition or instinct more in life?
Well quite frankly there are lots of distractions (think thoughts, others opinions and situations that require logic). How do you know if it's an anxious thought, a subconscious pattern or an intuitive gem of wisdom?
One thing that has popped up in clinic lately is allowing a space where people can freely access their intuition. Once in a trance we have bypassed the conscious mind (the noise/ conscious thoughts) and can finally access this inner knowing. The things people communicate in trance are always interesting. No one could possibly know your needs and desires more than you and so it allows discovery of truth and authenticity. It also helps you to descern what is inner wisdom and thoughts.
One of the biggest challenges in life is being able to consider if an expectation, label or characteristic alligns with who you feel you are, what you want and the direction you want to go in life. Our loved ones are great for support because they love us and want us to be happy but they will guide us through the lens of what makes them happy. This can lead to feeling misunderstood, unheard, alone, resentful etc. Hands up if you've been there?
So if you are struggling to clear the mud, break through the noise of the mind and those around you or are really curious to connect with your intuition/inner truth maybe hypno is exactly what you're craving? If so you can book online right now!
“Last time I saw you, you had your legs wrapped around a pole.”
One sentence you never want to hear from your uncle and yet this is my life. I thought I’d write about why it is worth braving the stigma to be part of the incredible pole community and how it relates to my health being a physio/hypno/human.
I read a book called Dear Lover by David Deida. In it contained mystical wisdom and insight into me defining and understanding what being a woman means to me. This along with Brene Brown’s wisdom; the worst insult for a woman is she is less than beautiful and unable to attract, led me to one realisation.
Women yearn to be seen. I yearn to be seen. “So why do I hide my beauty and my talents?”
With the rise in the ‘me too’ movement I think most women can relate to being seen when they wished they weren’t and in my experience, this leads to women associating being seen with danger.
In the pole studio, the more skin you bare the safer you will be as you can grip the pole more easily. In the pole studio, women of all shapes, sizes, colours and cultural backgrounds are all running around in the equivalent of undies and bras doing the same epic things. In this environment, we are seen lumps, bumps, hairs and all. In this community, we are celebrated for the incredible things our bodies can do and supported in revealing as much or as little as we like. We are seen safely and celebrated!!
Not only are we seen by others safely, we learn to see ourselves with more love and compassion. How can you hate the incredible body that allows you to literally hang from the skin of your elbow/knee/inner thigh/hand etc? We are finally able to see ourselves beyond skin deep.
Strength becomes far more important than cellulite. Feelings of accomplishment and freedom of expression become far more important than tummy rolls (that every-body has!!). As much as our instructors’ yell, “point your toes!” it is understood the bigger goal is admiring your body for how you can feel in it not necessarily doing a move perfectly.
How on earth can you possibly not gain self-confidence when you get a dose of that every time you go to class?
If that weren’t enough, growing up we hear stories of superheros who become alter egos and, in a way, ‘perform’ their super powers on the world’s stage. Well, hello showcase! Hello stage name! Hello self-expression and authentic self we think society won’t embrace. Whilst I still haven’t competed or performed pole at a showcase (my time is coming), social media has provided a platform where I can celebrate this facet of my authentic self and connect to so many of my pole sisters worldwide.
Now to a more serious side of things…
Hanging upside down by the skin of the back of your knee is painful and a little adrenaline inducing because you could fall, hit your head and injure yourself pretty badly.
Now polers will know the first time you do a move it kills, you get a big bruise and you feel every ounce of it. Your system wants to protect you, it sends pain signals to alert you there is a potential threat to your safety. Pain=protection!
But it was so much fun you do it again next class and it hurts a little less until the move doesn’t hurt at all…why?
No, the nerves aren’t dying, they are just being conditioned this ‘threat’ is not actually dangerous so your nervous system, calms the eff down and doesn’t perceive it as pain because you don’t need protecting. This analogy is also related to how unprocessed trauma can lead to persistent pain.
I was seen by someone I didn’t want to be seen by when I was very small. This ‘trauma’ was too much for my little brain to process and so instead it decided not to. In a way I dissociated from the experience and my nervous system shut down to protect me. I felt numb and empty and didn’t understand why. In order to finally feel, I compulsively exercised and loved the feeling of pain from training as much as the endorphine high. I also tortured myself emotionally by telling myself I wasn’t good enough.
Whilst feeling pain was assurance I could feel. Without processing the trauma, my system could only ignore it for so long. I had a similar triggering event after which I experienced central sensitization (pretty much my nervous system was on high alert, highly sensitive and gave me sharp nerve pain, numbness and pins/needles in my limbs. Even lifting my arms to do my hair was painful!) I went for numerous scans and was told by medical professionals it was ‘just my anxiety’. Unbeknownst to me at the time, hell yeah it was my ‘anxiety’.
My mind could only escape the pain for so long until my body made me hear it. I suffered for four years went on heavy duty meds and went to so much physio that didn’t really work. It wasn’t until I found a physio who focused on de-sensitising my system through pain-FREE movement and started to process this trauma through mindfulness and hypnotherapy, the physical pain fell away. It wasn’t until I treated myself with more kindness and compassion my physical pain stayed away.
Pole is painful in the best way. It allows me to both feel and release. It teaches my nervous system to distinguish between perceived danger and perceived safety. It makes me hella strong. It encourages me to embrace every inch of my incredible body. It gives me the freedom to be seen in a safe way. It unites me with a powerful community of supportive women and it’s FUN!!!
I share this so perhaps next time a stranger asks me “What do you do for training?” They will act with the same enthusiasm given to any other physically impressive task and understand pole dancing goes so far beyond the stereotype for me.
Breathing, as long as we are living we will be doing it all day, erry day, one way or another!
As a physiotherapist you need a wide range of knowledge on different body systems. Thankfully uni break it down for us into regions. So I learnt about the physiology of the lungs and circulatory systems. I learnt the anatomy of the trunk muscles and biomechanics on getting air/mucus in and out but it wasn't until practicing physio, my interest in breath became a whole lot more holistic.
Basically our nervous system drives breath at the most organic source. Lots of things can change the speed at which we breath, the size of the breaths and the muscles we use to do it including dis-ease, pain, activity, input from the senses, skeletal structure or even emotions.
Most people know about fight or flight it supports us when we are in states of stress whether that be physical, emotional or mental. For sympathetic think surprised? What happens...? I take a big breath in usually hold it, my shoulders lift as a way of protecting my chest, my heart races and my overall level of arousal lifts to prepare me to fight or flight. (I also think this is a good example of not being able to compartmentalise physical, emotional responses).
Rest and digest though, is the lesser known soothing sister (parasympathetic). This system is what you want to heal, relax, support your digestive system and nourish your mind, body and soul. Breathing is an easy and effective way of activating more of the soothing sister into your life. Think of your restorative yoga class and how they ask you to 'belly breathe'?
But what if you're so stressed out and work on a computer all day long so your chest/shoulders don't know how to take a break from breathing?
Use your nervous system to decrease stress:
There are manual techniques to stimulate the diaphragm to make it work more effectively which I can help you with as well. If you're interested to know more, contact me for a 1-on-1 session or attend October's workshop called Just Breathe at Recover Wellbeing.
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Because how can we possibly share our energy/love/gifts when our ‘cup’ is less than full?
The idea is not only to fill your cup with self-care items but to also actually drink from your own cup (receive self-love). This is why it is a continuous process of filling so that you become so full of energy/love/gifts they spill over onto the saucer. The love/energy/gifts you have to share is what is on the saucer because it is so much easier to share when you have left-overs. Self-care is not selfish, it is necessary!!! We have to bust that myth wide open and enjoy the things we love. When we are full we are the best version of ourselves. We are so happy and loving that we can’t help but share the good things in life. We are overflowing with them!
So what happens when our cup is less than full…?
1 an emotion characterised by feelings of tension worried thoughts and physical changes like increased BP
2 feeling of worry, nervousness unease about something with an uncertain outcome
3 strong desire or concern to do something or for something to happen
So how do we get to Now and stay there:
***Use your senses in the present moment what can you See/Feel/Hear/Taste/Smell?
***Connect with your breath Meditation/Yin yoga with Marissa at Recover Wellbeing!